Writing Without Thinking

As it is said "Let the ink flow and relax your mind, words will do the talking."

When you write without thinking the word speaks your heart true feelings. It's not covered with any unnecessary layer or coating to praise or defend. while writing it's pure emotion it's bold and blunt and it comes straight from the heart. You'll never understand yourself if you think and write. Writing something or anything without thinking is just like ultra instinct. Your body reacts without your mind thinking alot. Your writing will display all your heart feelings without the unnecessary positive display towards others. This is something you will understand and when you will write. Your words will show your Agony, anger, anxiety, seriousness and all your dark nature that are you are so afraid to show to others and even yourself. Without worrying about any unnecessary thing or unnecessary people right what comes to your mind first words will shuffle upside down and you will think after you read, what you have written without thinking. What the hell did I write? I never knew that I am this kind of person but that's what it is your true nature will be shown to others or at least yourself if you want to know yourself better please write without thinking alot or atleast write for yourself.

39th Day Lock-down Dairy - Lock-down Sikha Raha Hai

IS LOCK-DOWN NE BAHUT KUCH SIKHA DIYA,

JAYADA JARURI HAI WO SAMJHA DIYA,

APNO KE PASS LA DIYA,

NAYE LOGON SE BHI MILWA DIYA,

GAIRON KO BHI DHIKLA DIYA,

LOCK-DOWN NE BAHUT KUCH SIKHLA DIYA,

KUCH KAAM NAHI HAI PHIR BHI KAAM KARTE REHTA HOON,

BHULA DIYE THE JO SAPNE UNKO BHI JELETA HOON,

SAMAY HI SAMAY HAI PHIR BHI SAMAY PE AB SAB KAR LETA HOON,

SACH MEIN IS LOCK-DOWN NE BAHUT KUCH SIKHA DIYA,

MHUJE BAHUT KUCH SAMJHA DIYA,

AAJ-KAL APNE AAP KO HI SAMJHTA HOON,

APNE AAP SE BAATEIN KARTA HOON

SAMJH LIYA HAI SABKO PAR MEIN AB KHUD KO SAMJH RAHA,

IS LOCK-DOWN NE BAHUT KUCH SAMJHA DIYA

ZINDAGI HAI THAMI SI BHAR

PAR ANDAR RAFTAAR PAKAD RAHI,

IS RAFTAAR SE MEIN BHI CHAL RAHA 

IS LOCK-DOWN NE BAHUT KUCH SIKHA DIYA

Tilaksendur of Hoshangabad District

This place is 18 km from Itarsi in Hoshangabad district which is known as Tilak Sindoor. There is an ancient temple of Lord Shiva. This temple seems to have its own place in the world. Here, water, milk, etc. are offered to the Shivling, along with this there is a tradition of offering vermilion (Sindoor). By applying tilak of sindoor to Shivling, it got its name as Tilak sindoor. It is also known as the temple of Khatama.  Tilak  Sindoor near village Jamani which is kilometers away from Itarsi.  This temple is present on a hill 250 meters high. Uttarmukhi (Northfacing) Pagoda is in the mountains of Satpura. There are more trees in this area like teak, sal, mahua, khair etc. Here the Hansganga river, a small stream river flows.

A fair is held here on Mahashivaratri for years. Here people come from tribal region and from far away to visit the temple.  Millions of people attend here during the fair.

Every year thousands of devotees from all over the state come here to see Lord Bholenath on Mahashivaratri. It is said to be the only place where Lord Shankar is offered vermilion. This place has existed since the time of King Maharajas. In ancient times, the work of worship was done here by the tribal king.

This is of mythological importance.Shiva was hidden in this cave, this unique Shivling is the only one in the world.Lord Shiva hid here to avoid Bhasmasura.

It is believed that Shiva was hiding in the mountains and caves here to get rid of Bhasmasura.  A tunnel was also prepared to go to Pachmarhi from this place.  It is believed that this tunnel still exists today, which opens in Pachmarhi. Shivji went to Pachmarhi by this route Where he was hiding in Jatashankar.

A boy name Kunal helped me and inspire me.

Well, it just like any other day I went to park for a walk and I started walking. I was thinking about my past life and thinking I was so energetic and passionate about everything in my life back then. I used to love competition and I try to give my all everytime and I don't feel the fatigue at all. But everything changed after I passed my school and entered in college. Slowly everything started to change about me and I don't the way I'm now. Thinking about all this I saw a boy around 11 running and enjoying. I saw him and started think his life is so good. After that he was out of my sight and I was still walking from my backside and start running and was smiling, seeing his smile I remember the old me who used to do the same thing he did it 2 or 3 times. I feel that he want me to run along with him but it was a moment of hesitation for me but his smile and his passion drive me to run along with him we started running together and I was feeling so happy. I know he was a angel sent by GOD to help me. And this is where I found my inspiration in little kid.

Be capable.

After thinking about it, I took a step further. But that was a mistake because it's not that I'm not capable but I don't deserve it, first I have to become deserving for it. I have to learn everything about it and then only I can do it.